Thursday, March 31, 2011

love this....^^

Is having chocolate cream frappucino now in startbucks
instead of having mocha as my lunch....
=) oh yeah~~~
(introduced by jo,she asked me to call "chocolate chip frappucino"...
and.....i asked for "chocolate frappucino"....omg~whr is my CHIP??!!! =.="  )
is reading my novel,plus writing my schedule.....
so enjoy!!! o~la~la~la~
having appointment later at 3pm
and gonna hv dance later at 6pm!!!
^^ oh yeah~~~i love my life!!!!

我在SMC....~参观参观~

刺鼻的药水味未散
脚腕还在隐隐作痛
(心理作用~)
这次还是自己第一次到SMC 呢~
医生还真是拖得好慢......
拖了好久,1点才把东西解决完....
又再和两个大姐姐狠狠地大吃了一顿寿司
真的是"大吃"哦!
ho~ ho~ ho~ ho~


回家的路上特别兴奋!
因为这是我自己第一次把车驾回家.....^.^v

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

met my darlings........sushi!!!!! XDXD

after received a call.....yea,i have to go out....
and i must go out....!!!
=)
we met in suria,
went to "sushi tei"(Japanese restaurant) and have our lunch together
this is corzin and her mom
they came from tawau,and jus come to kk for day trip
miss them so much,
never get bored each time we met
ho~ ho~ ho~ ho~
this is chubby colleen...=D
corzin with her......unknown expression
i'm so full......after all these yummy food~~
oh yeah~~!!!!
so happy neh~~
show u what we ate ^^
feel full??? XDXD
let's have a walk around....
corzin and I did some silly stuff.....
well,is secret~
(u can see my craziness only in front of my best friends)
yup....feel so happy to meet them...
must take some pics while aunty is choosing her clothes
as a memory b4 two of them left malaysia
^^
gonna miss u two =)
but don worry,we got the chance to meet again
good luck in ur studies!
I knw u guys will sure miss me so much,
hehehe
stay happy!!
and stay crazy~

Monday, March 28, 2011

I hate....myself

眼泪在坚强面前滑落
我第一次那么恨我自己
真的很恨.....很恨.....
思想和情绪纠缠在一起
冷静不断的在呼唤我,
但........我却怎么也抬不起头
让我再多低头一会儿,一会儿就好......

Sunday, March 27, 2011

休息一下

今天破我自己的纪录
在一天之内,竟然3次扭到脚
我可怜的右脚啊~~~
左脚也好不到哪里,
上次擦伤未好,伤口今天又被我擦破
出血......(最后用绑带把膝盖包起来,继续~)
双脚今天特别卖力~~~
好好休息一下!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

今天似乎说的话特别多

花了很多时间和不同的人交谈
嘿嘿嘿~
下午被一个导师级的"朋友"约了吃午餐
(我的朋友年龄层都在18-30之间)
我们一直把问题抛出来,思考,分析,然后找出解决方法
像是在玩"问题游戏"似的
最后离开之前,
导师赞了一句:你的观察力比起你周围的朋友,
或是同年龄层的人更细腻,思想真的比很多人来得成熟
=)
太成熟,有好有坏吧!
或许这和我从小所经历的东西不同~
从11岁就开始进入一个很强的男生制服团体
进森林劈柴,煮饭,体能训练,领袖训练,金钱管理,
时间安排,过着纪律的生活.....
还记得有一次被罚,两个人得抬着长长的铁椅
绕着篮球场跑10圈
女生被罚可不是拉着耳朵蹲上蹲下,
而是像男生一样,做掌上压10到30下
那时候根本轮不到你的思想幼稚一些
纪律的生活把我们都操得很独立
很成熟,对人,对事
=D
我喜欢和比我大的人聊天,尤其是爸爸
感觉上和他聊天就像是在把知识放入脑袋中
永远有进不完的知识和经验在排队等待着我
妈妈则希望我去读心理学或是辅导
再看看吧,如果设计大学不收我,那我就读心理学咯~
ho~ho~ho~ho~
(虽然我读书背书蛮糟糕的.......而且还挺怕背书的~ 哈)
XD



PS:晚上帮朋友庆祝生日,开心哦!(怎么三月那么多人生日?)
嘿~明天又要练舞了,加油!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

别挑战我的..脾气

怎么觉得自己一直被作弄似的
被欺骗?还是被背叛?
是看我没什么脾气的原因吗?
还是自己太容易相信人了?
人的忍耐是有限的~
对,当我一生气起来的时候,那真的很不好收拾
别想挑战我不信任的心
别想挑战我的极限
别当我白痴!

手作章_LOMO相机

终于花了两个晚上的时间
把这六个相机刻出来
今早把帮它们作最后的修改
手指虽然被划多一道伤
但算值得哦!
(心情完全没被影响
我还真的太容易自我满足了~)
虽然相机们有点"畸形"
有机会一定会再刻过
而且还要再挑战把字刻上去
嘿嘿嘿~~~

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

我偏不要和你一样!

    
这几天的成果.....wheee~~~~
今天是高中成绩放榜
我竟然没有半点担心紧张(怎么搞的?)
早上就收到朋友的短信
问我紧张吗?结果.....
回了她一句:我还在睡觉....(然后倒头继续睡觉)
我不喜欢考试,真的很不喜欢
对我来说,
那只是为了证明一些对我没什么帮助的东西
很多朋友希望用它来进大学
算了.....我就是偏偏不要用它
嘿~
路是自己的,自己做的选择自己承担
只要努力,生命是可以活得更精彩的

小小生活,大大体验

今天学到了一句话:别人是看你做什么,而不是听你说什么
呵~最近找到更多想要做的事情
爸妈也不再强逼我去读大学
有些事情,看开了,对自己,对别人都有好处
虽然我没抗拒去大学,只不过.....学校也不知道收不收留我这种......"怪人"
O~la~la~la~
今天一口气做了四个对自己来说难度很高的手工章
加上其他的....一共做了十个(弄得我快有"斗鸡眼"了)
呵~~~照片迟些再放上来吧!
待手工章上手后,会再慢慢加入其它的兴趣.......
咖啡裱画,房子模型,自制果酱.......还有很多~~~~
(列表好长哦!!我自己还蛮期待的^.^ hohoho~)
还为自己立了一个在24岁之前要达到的疯狂目标
嘿嘿嘿~~~(怎么今天都在傻笑似的?!)


开始想念大自然了......是时候去散心咯~!
O~la~la~la~

爱情......简单吗?

我身边的朋友能分为两种
=) 一种女生很豪爽,但对爱情却胆却不敢往前踏
另一种女生很害羞,但对于爱情则是敢去追求的
而我自己则是属于第一种,
一直在别人背后鼓励别人往前冲,但是轮到自己时则赶紧逃命
人一直向往简单的生活,简单的爱情
简单的生活之所以很不容易,是因为要活得简单,一定不能想的太多
顾虑太多时,就会开始迷失自我了



空间是让人整理思绪,调整心情,再继续往前冲
加油吧!

Saturday, March 19, 2011

早安!

夜已深,只有音乐陪着我
刻着手工章,过时间.....
今天下午不小心喝了半杯奶茶
奶茶和咖啡对我来说
只有在凌晨四点过后才会失效
现在已是四点了
大家早安!
(对我自己说:晚安!)
PS:待会七点要起床~~~这下惨了!

Friday, March 18, 2011

体验人生

这几天,爸妈都外出公干了,
家里只剩下我和弟弟
感觉上拥有更多属于自己的时间
做了好多东西
打球,喝茶,看书,练舞,看戏,思考
下厨,设计,雕刻,写书......
还有更多想做的东西,希望在离开之前能够通通做完
呵~看来我得加把劲了......
对于执着的人而言,成功只是时间问题!
但是....我的时间真的不多了......



似乎在体验人生,找寻着某样东西
那样....值得我用一生去换取的东西

Thursday, March 17, 2011

原来我只是你眼中的普通朋友
=)


简单,却来得如此心疼

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

网球

和kat ,老师去打网球
第一次打,感觉还不赖
光是"挥拍"已经花了我半个小时的时间
接球更不用说,看和打根本不一样!
害我怎么接都接不到球
从初学到掌握,过程真的很重要
手好酸啊~
下次还要再打!(不可以那么快放弃!!)
呵~~
是时候煮饭给我家那两个迟起的男生吃了
=)

与老师外出

刚和老师外出看戏
看了两部戏,也聊了好多
听他说话,总能让我脑筋转很多
因为他的想法比别人不同
所以跟着他,我的思考量也比平常多了很多
他的话大大地激励我
呵~这种感觉真好
人总是相信着某样东西,就是这样,才得以生存下去
加油吧!
我一直相信着那一天的到来
=)


PS:明天又约了早上见面打球
网球!!!我来了~~

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

不会好的伤口

旧伤未复原,新伤就迫不及待地出现了
差点以为伤口怎么都不会好?
酸酸的桔子,像是把盐撒在伤口上
酸酸刺痛着伤口
时间,时间,就不能够冲快一点吗?
快一点把我的悲伤冲得远远的
就算心情复原了,疤痕还是会把那原本的回忆撕开
合适的药膏并不容易找到,
但是还是默默地期望着
完全康复的那一天

                                                    =)

Monday, March 14, 2011

感染力

事实证明,原来我的观察力还不够细腻
=)
这张照片并没有我想象中的完美
但是我蛮喜欢她笑的时候
带着莫名的感染力
呵~

Sunday, March 13, 2011

一瞬间的美丽

刚刚欣赏了一集很屌的婚纱专辑
不但令我狂笑一番,而且还令我扩张了视野
(原来婚纱照也可以这样拍~)
其实创意有很多
人往往都在寻找着那会令人遐想的主题
却往往踏不出那捆绑了自己很久的习惯
到最后,其实结果还是和当初一样......
思想太深奥,未必人人都能了解
开始想做些违背自己原则的摄影了.....
冲吧!
=)

........


现在累得根本不想说话......
昨晚忙了一整晚,今天出了一整天
很充实,但我的体力有限.....
突然来的劳碌,还真令我差点吃不消啊~

Thursday, March 10, 2011

decision?

have to make the decision few days after
whether am I going to continue my study or not
hmm.....hope this is not going to be the dead road
=)
gambateh!!!!!

静静的等待

踏着夕阳的余辉在一种宁静里寻找一份安静
闭上眼睛,慢慢回味着这种揪心的幸福
原来,很多时候我们苦苦追求的幸福,
就是如此的简单的存在着每一秒每一份的日子流逝里,
只要用心就可以看到。
静静地等待
享受着这份淡淡的思念

video

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

you are the blessing of my life

Just like mom and dad, I know you well ever since you're young,
I knew your every little bad habit
......
and I knew your secret admirer in primary school!!!
Mom once told me that it isn't an accident to be your sister,
I appreciate that....
our relationship are beyond words
sharing together both tears and the joy ....
....
....
I believe,
you are truly a blessing of my life
_________________________________________________________________________
(sometimes,side capture is good...hehe...
tat's my conclution after this shoot... ^.^)

黑白调

有个突然来的灵感想试试
下次再找人和时间来玩玩
嘿~
当然,那也会是黑白照
看来最近还是喜欢黑白调哦~
不知道是不是和最近的感觉有关
~~~放空~~~

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

coffee or tea?

最近迷上了手刻章
真的很好玩,结果一刻就刻了20个
有些刻得字不像字
要刻小狗,结果刻得像猪似的(鼻子太大~~)
还在摸索着.....加油!!
是时候休息了~
午餐时间!!!!

"The Husband"

just finished a novel "The husband"
=) it takes me few days to finish it...
to sacrifice for a person takes great courage....
the hunsband went through a lot of difficulties,challenges,mentality
jus to save his wife whom was kidnaped.....
yea,greater love has no one than this,that a person lay down his life for one another 


He holds her close but not tight.Under a great canopy of stars,in the moonlight,
she is so lovely that words fail him.He kisses the scar in the palm of her hand,
promised that he would do anything to protact her,even sacrifice himself........end

心理思考

这几天小小研究了一下.....
原来我的思考模式真的很古怪
光是玩心理测验,就有两个答案
而且是两极的,
这令有些人还是不能接受
例子嘛~~~
这是两个心理测验的答案
1.我的耐力指数是40%,一面临压力就会浮躁不安
2.我的耐力指数是80%,遇到压力,会先停下脚步思考处理
看似奇怪,但其实这是事实......我的个性,是两极的.....
我可以把问题想得很大,但是,还是会想办法去解决
除非真的束手无策.....那才偷偷躲起来

1.我是爱情至上,没有对方就会活不下去的情痴
2.我是理性与感性并重的人,认为感情需以面包为基础
这个嘛.....你若认识我.....你会认为这两个答案是很贴切的....
=)

或许有时候会认为我只有单方面的思考
但其实,我想的比你看到的还要多
只不过自己不太会表达,所以到最后都是自己在思考
自己为自己解答 (这种方法真的很笨~~~)
有些人告诉我,不要想那么多,放胆去做!
有些人告诉我,想清楚才去做,别乱冲撞!
不去顾虑,受伤的是自己,再被人骂笨
顾虑太多,有时候会造成一种心理障碍
而不敢踏出那一步.....
天啊~~~人怎么那么矛盾?

Sunday, March 6, 2011

my art work...XDXD

wheee....^.^
this wat i did today...heheh
look "cacat"...(sorry for my poor work...)
but still hope u understand wat are these...=D
is fun...but quite hard...cz...i'm nt use in this..
and hurt myself a lot
nvm~tomolo i will try more
hiak hiak hiak......XP

PS: who said is nt good to be at home???

Saturday, March 5, 2011

memories recall....

jus finished a conversation with a guy
an old friend whom we knw each other 4 years ago 
through a camp
a BB camp...XDXD
tat recall all my memories....sweet,happy,funny...
yea,we all enjoyed tat...
all my buddies...hehe....miss the time that we have together
38 a lot
laugh out loud
all the hard time,stress time....we all gone through
and now,everyone was separated....
kk,kl,hk,twu
but the time and the memories will still kept here
and once we are buddies,we will be buddies forever...
=)
miss u guys!!! 

Friday, March 4, 2011

lunch for today...=)

still in sick mood....heheh...
stay up late again,plus i hurt my ankle last night
argh~~~wat happen to me???
after did my study,
boiled a pot of leong cha for myself
yup,this are my lunch
and now is 2:30pm

一天的时间

与bladdy 度过了美好的一天
当然也发生了很多奇怪的事
(我竟然看到隔壁家的猫呕吐.....好可怕~)
所以,明天还是会花时间留在家陪他玩
XDXD

病得越来越严重,
看来那天的熬夜似乎惹来不少的后遗症
鼻塞,感冒,肝火重,头疼,连声音也变得性感了~~
原来压力+熬夜是不可漠视的
今天要早点睡咯~~
XOXO

安静地过了一天
思考着好多东西
原来还有好多东西只在计划着,并还没大胆地开始
顾虑的东西太多,导致我不敢踏出那一步
大胆地去吧!!!
XPXP

迟些时候会有其他的摄影
还有挑战录影....
顺便尝试新东西,回味旧感觉
我还真的蛮享受这种生活 
=)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Learn to let go

._.. . ._ ._. _.    _ ____   ._.. . _   __. ___(morse cord)

o.....

烦烦烦
原来我是那么的麻烦....
O.O
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
那就乖乖安静过一天吧......
let this day turn into silent mood....
shhhh.......

Let see wat's in his bag....XD

recently i was assisted in a food shoot
yup,photoshoot for FOOD!!!!!
unbelievable rite?
(lot of temptation......)
and please allow me to show u....
this is the PRO photographer who take charge in this shooting
as you can see,he is so so so busy....
nevermind,we wont disturb him....
i will secretly show u
wat's inside the PRO photographer's bag....hehehe
shhhh~~~~~
first,this is the main gun tat he actually use for this shooting
and can you see this??? the shape was a bit......
erm.....like ET
(though i dunno how ET look alike,but i think they should be almost the same)
this one is for horizon shoot....
and the sound is funny
 (if u gt the chance to see this,
u must ask him to show u hows the sound like....heheh)
eii??? wat's this??
 how come there is a box inside his bag?
oppsss....sorry,this is nt a box,is a lubitel
cool huh? i like this~~~ XD
let's see wat else he gt in his bag.....
wooooo........so......kawaii....
but sorry for the unknown name....
 the photographer is nt free to tell me..
XP
i will let u knw when i knw its name....promise! =)
photogreapher: I told u this is ringflash!!! =.="
let's put back the kawaii camera and see wat's this....
"diana mini"
is really look so MINI on his hand....
another cute camera he gt....
ok,tat's all...but is nt end yet....
next time i will dig out all his stuff in his big big bag
....heheh....
we'll stop here
and,i still like this photo the most......
the pro photographer+lubitel,with his "mata sepet"
XDXD